8:40 PM
like a rock,
we're gradually broken down by physical weathering.
after time joints and cracks have begun to show on that one big, giant solid piece of rock.
seriously,
haven't you guys realised the magic that we had together as thirty-eight people is gradually disappearing? the glorious sec3 adventure camp dance has now become a distant memory.
we seemed to have left the warmth in the old campus because it feels cold in the big classroom now.
once upon a time, the molecules in ice are all
packed together and vibrate about fixed positions.
then as time goes by, ice gains thermal energy and then they
move in clusters and exchange neighbouring positions.
there is no finger-pointing here,
i think
everyone just became like that because after a while, all of us wanted to hang out with people who we can relate to.
all of us.
can we press the restart button and go back to before, at the start of the year when we were all innocent and friendly, before we realised our differences and similarities?
can we at least try?
i don't care what you guys might think, but at least this is what i really feel.
i still have people coming up to me and telling me how lucky i was to be in a class full of fun, enthusiastic people. i smile and agree, but then i feel empty.
you guys might disagree with me but really, look beyond that illusion and be an onlooker.
we're a bunch of fantastic people, and we rock.
furthermore we still got a year plus ahead of us together.
